i need to stay sane.
stacks and stacks of notes,a squashed messy table,furious appeals for more time and yet helplessly seeing time slipping away.

i need to breathe.whoosh.

i really hope i can complete what i m suppose to finish n apply whatever i have learnt in the exams.

jia you !!!!!!!!

oya,and 17 days down to my bday!!! =D

vday passed by without a date =p haha
but its not that it matters that much that i got by without a date,it just gets me thinking about maybe its really time to find a bf haha =p well,cant rush things though.i will take my time like jz.=)

-wed-
met sean n sha for breakfast in sch after collecting our ibm papers =p then studied in sch with them.had fun,studied some econs,really understood some stuff,thanks guys! =) shd really study together again next wk lo

-thu-
met joyce,kelly chia,yijun n glecy to get ching's 21st present.ate lunch at bk then proceeded to shaw house,then tangs,lucky plaza then finally paragon n got our pressie for her.got her limited edition escada perfume n anna sui's lip gloss =) hope she likes it!

today
met up with jc clique, ariel first to buy nugs pressie.got her a shoulder bag from far east then went over to orchard mrt to meet qama n nugs.then went to breeks for dinner =) haven met up with them for so long really felt good to see them again =) laughed so much haha cos nugs kept making us laugh.happy for qama too cos things work out v well for her relationship =) sat for v long at breeks after a filling dinner n talked alot then went off to walk ard for awhile before gog home.ariel kept asking me abt what i want for bday,haa will be really happy to just have a cake can le,my fave one will do hee.anw, gotta study lo less than 2 wks to mock!! =/

yesterday met up my exco-mates! =)
haven met up with them for long.its nice to see them again thks mc for organising this gathering.met up with sally,pf n andy first at j8 to get a present for her family.got them a cake from sweet secrets =) then we went to meet ym n mc.mc,as usual,the late queen,finally came and we set off to her place.waited for bailey at her busstop,while waiting saw 2 of our seniors on the bus.haha so qiao,we always see them =p anw,bailey finally arrived with many bags of flowers n a big heart-shaped ballon haha for vday sale back at sr.anw,the seven of us (jollie not present*sad)got up to her place then bai nian with her mum with our tangerines and received angbaos =p then had our steamboat dinner prepared by her mum! yums =) had a full meal n updated one another with our lastest happenings.then bailey had to leave to meet his gf so we took a few pics before he leaves but din turn out v nice =( then we watched tv together haha think we were all full n sleepy.mc showed us her room and chatted a little before deciding to go downstairs for some ice-cream n walk walk.got our ice-cream at 7eleven and walked to the nearby playground to talk.hee but not for long cos ym had to catch the last bus home.(in the end he took cab haha) so we all walked to the bus-stop and bid goodbyes.we made it a point muz at least meet up once a year,the next gathering hopefully at bailey's for christmas =)
had quite a fun time with them =) but i guess,as people goes to different places,the guys in ns,the girls in different schs,hmm i hope we can still stay good exco-mates for years to come =)

somethings don't seem that important anymore.

i often forget that i take so many things for granted and never really give them back.

people forget.

just heard from my mum one of our distant relatives had kidney problems,needed transplant,her brother gave her one of his.this is what real love is between family.

hope she's better,he be blessed.

my family eating habits worries me,i really shd start eating healthily already,no more fast foods,chocolates(mayb once in awhile),but more fruits and veggies and most impt ExerCise! =) i shd really start jogging evenings for a healthy me

22 days to mock-counting down

went for welfare gathering at bt's place yesterday evening.met sheila at puggol mrt stn n we took the escalator to tk LRT but not sure whether it will reach his place so we played safe by taking bus 62.met oliv at the bus stop before making our way up to his unit.haha din go for the previous gathering at his house too so decided to go yesterday.alot of them were already there.some of seniors,juniors and those whom graduated.quite fun haa when we reached they were already playing blackjack so we din join them.zm,one of the seniors taught us another board game called sequence and its really quite fun.need to pair up n play,zm n sheila and oliv n me.we both win once.haha after that they started bbqing outside his unit haha cos nobody leaving next door so its ok.its quite a funny sight to see all of us lining up for food and eating along the corridor.after eating,some of them continued playing blackjack some played mahjong.i also played some mahjong but nv play with money cos stil not v gd at it..hah so not that fun i guess.ooh we also sang alvin a bday song cos his bday on sun.they got him a heartshape bread thingy so funny.after much playing,we left ard near to 11pm.overall,its quite a fun fun time with welfarians =)

oya,i highlighted my hair!! ah!!! cant really accept it now cos i think the colous are too bright! =/ haha hopefully it will get beta or else i wont dare to go sch haha =p

Happy CNY to all ! =)

few days of cny hols gonna be over.hmm i guess happy times are always short n sweet.
did my last min shopping on sat before reunion dinner to get my shoes and a top to match my skirt whew.spent four hours at orchard with min.wahaha there's many last min shoppers already there when we reached.with our shopping, dad came to fetch us to go paternal grandparents home for reunion dinner.its always a once a year thing which makes it special i guess though uou know what are the usual homecooked dishes and the usual people around.but i will always have a full and happy dinner there and get our angbaos on cny eve from my grandparents,second aunt and uncle.but i feel that every year it seems to be the same,people are the same,but we do grow older each year and the feeling each year changes.after the dinner,we sat ard the living room while the kids (min and i included) watched tv,the adults make conversations with one another.after that,we went home,mum n dad gave us our angbaos =p min n i tried to shou shui till ard near to 3am before we cant take it and went to sleep haha.

the next day which was chu yi,woke up early (ard 9am =p) it gets later and later each year, to get prepared for visiting our paternal grandparents again followed by mum's side.we got there at ard 10plus,and its always us who reach first without fail haha.though we tried not to reach so early already.had the usual muah chee grandma made and some tidbits and await the arrival of the other relatives.they arrive subsequently and we exchange greetings and wishes.but mostly min n i just watch tv and chat occasionally with them cos we are not really very close to them.hmm finally,we left ard 12pm to go ah ma's house(mum's side) which i am closer to cos i grew up there =)always look forward to seeing them though i see them more often haha.had our lunch there and saw my cute little cousin yingxi so cute in here little dress =p our greatuncle was there too with aiyuan n zhanyi.aiyuan soo tall,every year she seems to have grown taller haha and so pretty.anw,mum n dad went off first we waited for rest of the realtives to arrive =p meanwhile min n i entertained ourselves first.wei n peng came so we played mahjong haha while third aunt n the rest had another table with grandma n ah gong.its always nice to be with them cos we grew up together.i rem we will always go to their grandparents house after sch for lunch during pri sch and play together =) haha it seems like just yesterday and now we are all grown up and matured.peng even showed us her bf's pic v compatible =) we chatted and 2nd aunt came to join us too and shared with us some of her experiences about love and relationships haha so funny.the kids played poker while we played mj.played for a long time before fourth aunt sent us back home with ryan,randall,jj n bernie visit our house.they had fun while min n i so tired from mj took nap haha.overall a fun day =p
v long entry hands tired =p continue some day soon
tmr got sch haiz muz buck up le mock coming!! muz do well! =p slack quite alot le..jia you!