围墙 李玖哲

不知不觉又过了几天
我想我习惯了忽略
去忽略没你的时间

不近不远走在谁身边
我想我适应了一切
这一切没你的时间

某条路某条街某首歌某间店
某种熟悉但如今却刺眼
不碰触不跨越为自己留一些安全界线

谁都以为不听不看也就没感觉
一转身才发现空气里面
依旧飘散着记忆的气味

谁有所谓或无所谓也不能改变
原来是我在爱上你的那瞬间
就困在围墙里面

某条路某条街某首歌某间店
某种熟悉但如今却刺眼
不碰触不跨越为自己留一些安全界线

谁都以为不听不看也就没感觉
一转身才发现空气里面
依旧飘散着记忆的气味

谁有所谓或无所谓也不能改变
原来是我在爱上你的那瞬间
就困在围墙里面

谁都以为不听不看也就没感觉
一转身才发现空气里面
依旧飘散着记忆的气味

谁有所谓或无所谓也不能改变
原来是我在爱上你的那瞬间
就困在围墙里面
多可悲围墙都在对不对

keep hearing this song wherever i go, finally got to know what song it is.
lovely.

安静 周杰伦

只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天
睡着的大提琴安静的旧旧的

我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道你没有舍不得

你说你也会难过我不相信
牵着你陪着我也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开

你要我说多难堪我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多我会一直好好过
你已经远远离开我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天份安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你是因为我太爱你

all-time favourite, beautiful track.

taken from greysanatomyinsider.com

PRESTON: "Cristina, I could promise to hold you, and to cherish you. I could promise to be there, in sickness and in health. I could say till death do us part. But I won't. Those vows are for optimistic couples, the ones full of hope. I do not stand here on my wedding day optimistic or full of hope. I am not optimistic. I am not hopeful. I am sure. I am steady. I'm a heart man. Take 'em apart, put 'em back together, hold them in my hands. I am a heart man. So this, I am sure. You are my partner. My lover. My very best friend. My heart. My heart beats for you. And on this day, the day of our wedding, I promise you this. I promise you to lay my heart in the palm of your hands, I promise you... me."

CRISTINA: "Meredith, please say something, say something! I... I don't know. Say what I would say you if you were me."
MEREDITH: "Okay."
CRISTINA: "Good."
MEREDITH: "Got it."
CRISTINA: "Good. Go."
MEREDITH: "Stop whining. This is your wedding day. You will got on that aisle. You will get married! If I have to kick your ass every step of the way to get you there. You will walk down the aisle and you will get married. Do you hear me Cristina? We need this. We need you to get your happy ending."
CRISTINA: "Okay, I´m ready."

we all need friends like that =)

CRISTINA: "I am wearing the dress. I'm ready. And, and maybe I didn't want to before. But I want to now. I really think I want this."
PRESTON: "I really wish you didn’t think. I wish that you knew."

it was a really a sad scene, for cristina and burke in this season finale.to not be together.and burke left.

and the background song "keep breathing" was really apt.

maybe sometimes we dont know what we really want, and we lose certain things because of that,
and when we do know, they are already gone.

cherish them.
jiayous.

Happy CNY!
had reunion dinner with my paternal family on CNY eve at jubao and saw c there with her family too haa so qiao.
spent the first two days of CNY eating,drinking,playing mj,cards and wii!
heh it had been fun visiting grandpa's house and ahma's house, and auntie eve's place too. got to spend time with the family just four of us playing mj late at night, the cousins with bridge and daidi, and playing wii-bowling and brain academy.
but after these few days of fun, must get back to my studies cos mocks are coming up in end feb! first paper on 27th,also have dental on that day.hope can do well for mocks and most impt finals exams in may.ah so fast!and i have to start thinking about my career now,what job i want to apply for.really hope i can get a job when i graduate this year.
so muz jia yous! =)

hope as we usher in the year of the rat, everything will be better,things will be smoother and all will be happier and healthier =)