some updates on myself =)

2 weeks since sch starts.trying to adjust back to sch life after 3 months of hols.glad my results are ok, but they could be alot better =).gotta work super hard this yr.

3 weeks of work at kumon centre.really not bad, something different from my old jobs (previously at kino,rzb n mizuho)got to learn to interact with kids, and tried to help them out when they had problems with their work.they are just super cute.and also learnt how to wash the toilets.=p trying my best to cope.jia you kel.

4 weeks of tuitioning with ryan.tried to get him to listen to me.still trying.

time flies.

2 weeks of hospital stay for grandma.hope she recover soon.

3 months of hols just passed like that.like a blur.but glad i managed to meet up with vio,yan,becca,cheryl,yp,lp,jo,chris,mc,dan,jz,kr,sean,shar,ariel,2s07 classmates and many more.hope can see them more often =)

had a thought yest,hoping cny can come soon haha.many months more.maybe i shall just look forward to mooncake festival.=p

its a depressing place.

i guessed the people who work there are used to it already.facing life and death situations everyday.

went to visit "biscuit" grandma at ttsh,we had nv been close but we used to live with biscuit grandpa n grandma when we were v young for a few years and used to visit their biscuit shop and on festivals. its heartbreaking to see her looking frail and pale.She barely opened her eyes,due to the fatigue of her radiotherapy sessions.and she's losing hair.seeing dad n "gu zhang" helping her with the things, i felt i've seen another side of them which i dun usually see.the softer side of men.i can see "gu zhang"'s genuine concern for grandma even though they are not blood related.I really felt sad to see her having to suffer this in her old age,having to be assured by us that she will recover when we are not even sure ourselves.

Please hope that she will recover.i wish to see her well again.
stay strong, grandma.

You took your coat off and stood in the rain
You were always crazy like that
I watched from my window
Always felt I was outside looking in on you
You were always the mysterious one with dark eyes and careless hair
You were fashionably sensitive, but too cool to care
Then you stood in my doorway, with nothing to say
Besides some comment on the weather
Well in case you failed to notice, in case you failed to see
This is my heart bleeding before you, this is me down on my knees
These foolish games are tearing me apart
Your thoughtless words are breaking my heart
You're breaking my heart
You were always brilliant in morning
Smoking your cigarettes and talking over coffee
You philosophies on art, Baroque moved you
You loved Mozart and you'd speak of your loved ones
As I clumsily strummed my guitar
You'd teach me of honest things
Things that were daring, things that were clean
Things that knew what an honest dollar did mean
So I hid my soiled hands behind my back
Somewhere along the line I must've gone off track with you
Excuse me, think I've mistaken you for somebody else
Somebody who gave a damn, somebody more like myself
These foolish games are tearing me apart
You're tearing me, tearing me, tearing me apart
Your thoughtless words are breaking my heart
You're breaking my heart
You took off your coat and stood in the rain
You were always crazy like that

foolish games-Jewel

Listening to this song,made me thoughtful.

talking to ah leng ah yi,i felt really sad.
everything will be ok de.it will be =).i hope.

sometimes i wish i can help,so much that i wish to do,to give all that i can, to someone who has always been there for me whenever i needed help.i hope i can.

thank you.

what is the key to a person's heart?

well,it really depends on the person.haha

but I always wonder what really makes this particular key so special that once the heart's open to love, it can do so wholeheartedly.

I just haven't reached that level yet.

Love,no matter family love,friendship love or romantic love,are all important in our lives.It can be shown in acts of kindness,small gestures or even saying the lovely three words.It can be an act of sacrifice,thinking about each other,doing things for each other without complains.It depends on the type of love,and to what extent of it,which can really determine just what love is really about.=)

Just happened to catch half of chn 5's debut episode of stories of love-for sentimental reasons about 4 stories about 8 main characters on what is love and how their lives are intertwined.hope i can catch all of it but gotta work on tues everyweek =/.

Love is just strange and beautiful.

Just a week away from sch.

Just feel that everything's happening so quickly.

Fast forwards.

So frequent anxious pushs of the button.

I wish to slow down sometimes, yet I wish to speed up other times.

It seemed as though that I am back at the same point one year ago,just that its different now,just a little different feeling.I cant really comprehend.

School's starting, work's starting (tmr).

apprehensive me.

Happy 20th Birthday Yan! =)

Met up with yijun joyce kelly chia n ching at orchard for dinner.had been wanting to meet after exams only til hols are ending then can meet up =p went for dinner at food republic then went hard rock cafe for drinks and desserts.first time been to hard rock..the atmosphere was quite nice..hee v dim..and they had salsa dancing night last night so we watched the dancers dance.some of them were really good.after that we headed home and i went back to check my results.hmm not too good.but just really glad.i must really work hard for year 2 and 3.jia you =)

cant really get to sleep last night.met chris at sr bus stop for brunch then gym.wanted to go back sr to eat but cos its sch hol today so its not open.so ate at the coffeeshop we often frequent back in jc days.after that,got ourselves bubble tea hah always drink that with her before we walked to hougang sports complex to use their gym.Chris calculated we did 45mins of exercise in total, using threadmill,cycling machine and arms stretch thingy.feels good after a good workout.muz do more of that regularly.after that we walked to hougang mrt to tk train to orchard cos chris wanted to buy toy for cm.after that she went queensway to meet her fren while i headed home.really had fun with chris today,the silly nonsense we always talk about.=)