lyrics from the song cant let go by landon pigg.nice!

well you're the closest thing, i have, to bring up in a conversation
about love that didn't last, but i could never call you mine,
cause i could never call myself yours, and if we were really meant to be,
well then we've just defied destiny, it's not that our love died it just never really bloomed

no i can't let go, no i can't let go of you
you're holding me back without even trying to.
i can't let go, i can't move on from the past
without lifting a finger you're holding me back.

And then we saw our past, diverge... and i guess i felt okay about it.
Until you got with another man, and then I couldn't understand
why it bothered me so, no we didn't die we just never had a chance to grow.

I can't let go, no i can't let go of you
you're holding me back without even trying to
i can't let go, i can't move on from the past
without lifting a finger you're holding me back

and it might not make sense
to you or any of my friends
but somehow still you affect the things i do
and you can't lose what you never had
i don't understand why i feel sad
everytime i see you out with someone new

i can't let go, no i can't let go no i can't let go of you
i can't let go, no i can't let go of you
you're holding me back without even trying to
i can't let go, i can't move on from the past
without lifting a finger you're holding me back

i can't let go, no i can't let go of you
you're holding me back without even trying to
i can't let go, i can't move on from the past
ooooooh....

went shopping with mum n min at orchard.
dad drove us there then he went off.it has been a long time since the three of us spent some time together and its great that we can do it today.went around shaw house wisma n taka to search for CNY clothes.in the end got only one top,min got one top too,mum got a top and a pants.=) we had lunch together at c-jade express and i had this thick juicy pork chop bun heh so hard to eat,but it was quite yummy.mum n min had noodles.after the tough attempt to find clothes that are nice n fit me,i think i really need to bulk up,too thin at some parts,cant fit the clothes i like.jia you lo,add on to my resolutions for the year,to increase my weight healthily by exercising and eating more.=)
i just realise that i must really fulfil my resolutions of becoming a better person,not just say say only,in terms of being more concerned about my loved ones and being a better fren and in all other aspects in school,work etc.to appreciate all the things that i have.to be contented.=)

got back from work ard 6plus today.so tired.
but it was a special day today for the kids at kumon.
heh its their ASHR day at the centre today,in short a award presentation ceremony for students who achieved gold sliver and bronze awards,for doing higher levels than their school grades.the busy day started after work at 1plus,we began to put on our kumon polo shirts and clear the centre for the ceremony.it was major work,with staff from the office to help.it was an interesting sight seeing so many ppl helping out.merlyn and sheena were the emcees while jenny did phototaking,i was the videoman =p hehe first attempt at videoing hope the video turned out ok =) and we had buffet for the parents and kids.it was quite touching to see the kids so happy with their awards.and i managed to take pic with my 2nd fave kid,wyndsor! =) it was a tiring but fruitful day.and took a group pic with all the colleagues of amk ave 3 centre.another 4 more working days then i will leave the centre.its been a great 5 months working there,many nice people i've met,bh,jac,ky,sheena,jenny,merlyn,joan and xy.i will miss the kids there,eugene lau,wyndsor,rachel,tingsheng.but it has been a great experience and i will always remember =)


a pic i took with my 2nd fave kid

and i resolute to be a happy person.

Happy belated bday wz!
had a belated bday celebration after class today for wz,we were supposed to celebrate for him last thu,but last min he had a date with a girl =p so had to postponed to this thu.but sadly shar was sick today so cant join us,and all of us had to leave early.so just had lunch with him =) we went the clementi ave 5's Botak Jones for lunch.heh their service was really good and efficient.and their servings was huge.we ordered 2 fish n chips and cajun chicken for mavis,hm,sean n me to share and wz had steak.and his was high quality steak which is 30bucks =p but since its his bday its ok.it was yummy by the way and sean n hm bought a cake for him and we tried hard to light the candles under strong wind conditions haha.but overall had a v FULL lunch,all of us had round tummies.hope its been a happy celebration for him!=)

bleah my stomach's still feeling bloated.

its one of those days again.
that made me think alot again.maybe age is catching up with me.not so fast please,mister twentyone,if it is so,that means everyone around me is aging too.received an sms from mc saying she will be leaving for aust in feb,woah,its like almost half way through jan already and i thought we had just celebrated 2007.i often wonder if its me only who thinks that time always seem to be slipping through our fingers when i very much wishes to hold on to this intangible.been listening to this song by mayday called "tian shi" which means angel in english,somehow it keeps me feeling hopeful.everything will somehow get better when you think it will.it does i guess,just that the happy times get masked by the unhappy times,just like you dont see the stars when the dark clouds cover them, but you know they are still there.i haven seen the stars for awhile,hopefully there will come a day i can just enjoy stargazing with nothing blocking them.and then again with time slipping,you realise everyones going their own way.like mc,going aust for months,muz tk care n rem to stay in touch girl! =)

patience.

got home around nine-thirty.

a long day at school.had marketing class in the morn,after lunch met mavis hm mabel go relc to pay the fees cos mavis's dad drove us there.thanks for the ride!somehow dun really feel happy today, maybe the weariness is getting to me.the weather played a part too.so gloomy and cloudy today.hmm.anw took the wrong bus,all the way to st andrews before i got down to go to the opp bus stop.haiz had to take all the way back to sch again cos having evening make-up class.dropped at coro to settle some money matters before zipping to sch again.met sean and studied abit while waiting for shar for dinner.my mood got better after dinner =)then had to go for poa class.been busy and not really getting down to study.muz really stick to my timetable.not much time left to mock.

jia you jia you jia you

oh ya got to do something abt my hair.its a mess.feel like cutting it short =p
hmm.
hope i can get off work by end jan.i really need time.
hope i have more time of my own for myself.

Cheryl's bday 06

its the first day of 2007 :)

Happy New Year!

let the happy memories stay with us and the bad ones fade.

and may i yet again write my resolutions and "try" my best to fulfil them haha

may i be a much better person *aint i one already? =p

in any case,to work towards my dream.at the moment.

i guess one should set short term resolutions to get oneself going.so much more to forward to.

jia you kel!


ooh ya met up with the girls minus cheryl at vivo for lunch at terra cafe and shopping but in the end din shop cos there was simply too many people.but had a nice full lunch and the cafe is real interesting haa.after window shopping we went over to harbourfront's starbucks for drinks cos cant find seats at vivo's.had a fun day with them as usual =) thanks for the animal shaped biscuits vio!

finally met up with the gang minus dan on sat cos he gotta work.
we met for late lunch at the v8 cafe at bugis.thanks for the pressie n xmas card mc =) i guess its still the same when we always seem to have the same prob,hope it will work out.after lunch,we went walking ard n taking some pics,and went over to bras brasah complex cos wanted to get kr's pres but too bad its sold out.went to the cd shops in bugis junction too but cant find the cd.probably on the next outing then can get for him.had waffles at the pop cafe at bbc.after that i went off to bishan to meet my family for dinner.hopefully can meet up with the gang again before mc leaves for aust.