Haru = spring?

spring has left and summer has come.

It has been a long time, since I felt like writing. It is almost june,when it was in january, it felt like there was still a long way to june, now that its almost june, I think december will quickly come too.

It has been a confusing year, yes confusing as I kept moving back and forth with my thoughts.

I should do this, no I should do that..

But it has dawned upon me now that it is not what I should do, or rather whether I was happy.

sometimes a simple thing can make you smile,

I felt older now, older than I actually am.

I have gained lesser :)

in my working life, I didnt feel like I am achieving what I had originally wanted, when I graduated with many great dreams.

I wonder how do you define satisfaction?